i hate rachel D:

why is she in thailand?! hmph. and for 2 weeks somemore. which is like, 1 week after we come back from japan!

and just when i need to talk to her D: hmph. this sucks.

anyway, on a happier note, i got into smp :D yayy! hahah but almost everyone got in so yah. but still! and we are screwed coz we are going japan and we need to choose projects. and and sheryl lim (and sheena) and yiming are in smp too! :D hehe damn cool.

i want to meet yiming again! shit i keep typing yiming as yiling. hahaha it's cool! like in p5 math olympaid. wheee but i think it will be weird. since we never meet for so long ler. hahah like marissa's bus ride :D:D

it doesnt feel like japan tmr... i just feel tired. and sad. i hope i get high in japan.

hehe anyway for japan my aunts gave me red packets :D so now im richer! yayy. i bet my grandfather will give me too.

i hope i have a nice plane seat. i hope it's not by alphabetical order. i hope that if it is we can change seats and the teachers wont know. i hope jamie and peiwen wont be so crazy shoppers. hahaha our subgroup is cool! :D me, jamie, peiwen, deborah!

hahha these few days keep 'bullying' peiwen. peiwen is too nice i think. that's why we are all not scared of her. hahaha but one day she will scream and we will all get scared!

i think ck is becoming more and more gross and pervertic. tsk she should learn to be pure like me :D she's really really gross. and she was seducing zing! hmph. leewei said i was flirting with nat just coz i said hi D: i do not flirt!

haha okay i think im going to sleep soon. sigh.

my blogs have been dead recently coz i cant be bothered to update it or reply tags. i apologise. hahah omg that sounds so... formal.

so anyway, these few days have been BAND, BAND AND MORE BAND. like seriously. the whole week went for band from morning to evening everyday. well, except friday. coz we had class gathering! hehe which turns out to be very eventful. im now damn tired D: but it's partly my fault coz i always sleep damn late D: i didnt mean to! i just cant sleep although im damn tired. i bet today will be like that again D:

japan is in 3 days! and im almost packed :D yay for once im packed so early. usually i will wait for the day before to pack coz I HATE PACKING. omg packing sucks. i cant stand it.

my stomach hurts D: and im really bored.

i learned that life is unfair D: why cant my surname starts with w D: hmph. coz the plane seating is according to alphabetical order and i just have to have the worst seat. okay not really the worst but like i dont like it! i cant communicate with anyone im near to D: sucks. and to make it even more unfair, the ws are seated: zing, ck, germaine, pan-e. OMG HOW UNFAIR IS THAT LAH. i want germaine's seat! hmphh. but i most probably wont get it although i have alot of plans coz:
1) she doesnt want to switch with me if it isnt beside peiwen
2) yanny wont want my seat either D:
3) tee may be very strict about no changing of seat so even if they want to, we cant D:

damn. my mum say that coz of security reasons we cant change seats. sucks lah. and everyone is so sadistic D: although i admit i am abit annoying coz i keep complaining of this. hehe. pan-e say that i can hope that her name suddenly change to pan-e woo D: hmph that will never happen can!

im bored no one is online. how can no one be online D:

went esther's house today to bake brownies. hahaha they were okay! no one got poisoned or anything although melissa refused to eat. omg i forgot how spastic and retarded they can be. we were hiding behind the pillars from val. who can see us -.- hahaha esther's stupid idea. and i was smsing marissa and esther although they were in front of me :D hahah it was fun! and they keep wanting to make me have bimbo puff D: IM NOT A BIMBO D:

i dont like being judged for something which doesnt even concern the person who judged me. wth so busybody for what lah. it seriously doesnt even concern you. and so what if it's my fault. i dont need you to tell me that. i have this feeling like... idk she's acting nice or something.

hahah im hungry.

okay im going to continue drafting pan-e's bday letter and eat and sleep :D yay i love eating and sleeping. although i dont like to go to sleep. but it's nice to sleep once i got over the going to sleep. haha how weird am i!

OMG I JUST DELETED THE WHOLE CHUNK I WROTE. so too bad im too lazy to write all of them again. im going back to my letter. byee zai jian.i will update this sooner or later. probably after thursday coz i will be done with the letter.

muahaha the letter. you probably dont know what im talking about. too bad. btw the lastest page is pink :D coz my cousin's pink pen is pretty. and im at the 14th page now. im finishing. it's the letter of the century! 

and i shall tell you what i did one band prac. leewei gave me singapura suite and right after that i lost it. so i asked her for another one. haha and after that guess where i found it.

in my case.

muahahaa. i know im smart thanks :D one day i should compile all the loser cool things i do :D like how i fly from the tall tall stack of chairs coz ck was taking up all the space on the podium. and i fell. and how i believe SOME PEOPLE that wong chee bin existed. btw so that you wont fell for it too, it's to call ck a rubbish bin. which i dont get. i mean, it can be wong rubbish kuen or something. oh well.

okay im not going to say anymore. btw my original post was about rachel's house and spring cleaning. oh well your loss :D 

go ask me politely to read the letter if you are so interested about my life. it has become like my blog hahhaa.

omg and the mood thingy bouncy actually BOUNCES. how cool is that.

why cant i just keep my mouth shut for once? 

i got reminded of that horrible drama again D: sorry it's all my fault, no matter how much you try not to blame me.

okay i just blogged at my blogger. but i really need to rant now. although i rant to rachel and pan-e('s letter) and sorta to zing although she doesnt get it ler.

i seriously dont know wth is wrong with you. YES YOU. if you are really bored please amuse yourself in other ways. coz this is certainly not amusing. maybe it is to you, but it isnt to me.

do you think spamming my sms inbox with people who dont want to room with ________ is damn fun?! do you think complaining about something you faked it damn fun?

if you really think it is, there's something wrong with you.

well, anyway i bet you laughed like mad (and are still laughing like mad). you and all your little wuliao friends. i can just imagine it -.-

i seriously wonder how i can stand you the whole of last year. how i even liked you. or maybe you just changed too much this year. or maybe that's why we leave for different paths. coz you cant stand me and i cant stand you.

but if that's so, then why are you bothering me about it again? and purposely attacking me with people i care about so that you can laugh at me the exact same thing you cant stand about me.

why do you want to attack someone who hasnt done anything to you? just coz you think it is fun? it really isnt you know. not when you are at the receiving end.

someone should do that to you. except no one is as mean as you. except your little friends.

at this stage, all i can say is that im glad you are no longer my best friend.

oh gosh. i just realised i have another 2 more years with you all.

and you better not laugh after you read this. cant you have abit of concious?

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oh shit. sorry. my fault.

today is the most depressing day i had in a long long time. argh.

eoys is so screwed. all my marks are so screwed. and it's like those subjects i normally do well in i did damn badly this time. and those im not good at got higher than i expected.

okay math was just screwed. and i havent even seen the paper. i want my paper! D: i want to see my geog too. argh. geog better get a if not i may just kill myself. if it gets lower than a i wont even get a1 for overall D: 

hist was damn damn damn damn horrible. i got a B. wth. for both cas i scored straight 85. and now i get only 60+? what shit is that. and all my mistakes are the same. question focus. i dont have any problems at all with kavita lah. i guess they just look at different things. and well, i was kinda hoping that my hist will do badly so that i can confirm choose geog. but... D: 

lang arts was quite okay. hehe i got a1. but i hate my unseen. gosh i barely passed. but i got 24 and 23 for animal farm and mov :D and my compre was quite high too. haha but compo i scored quite low.

chinese... not that good but kinda expected. and i got higher than ca1 and ca2 so i guess im not that disappointed. although people beside me were complaining coz they didnt get 78 -.- she got 76. wth.

OMG SCIENCE. that's the most screwed paper of all. bio was first and then it's like i looked at my mark. and i just got into a daze. i didnt even feel sad. i felt like im in a dream. like whatt i cant possibly have failed bio. it's BIO. doesnt help that i top the class for that last year. oh well got ca bio i did badly too. but at least i got a? argh. physics and chem was slightly better. although i expected much much much higher for chem. gosh. i thought i will screw up physics but it's my highest. oh but i did well for my mcq. i got 29/30? hah ironically it's my highest mark. as in the 29. although the other parts are over 40. AND IN THE END I GOT A B3 FOR SCIENCE. SCIENCE.

and then later when we were going library met mr lau halfway. oh man he made me feel even worse. he stopped me to have a talk with me. and he was like asking what happened blah blah. and said that i messed it up D: he said that he expected me to get like 95 and in the end it was like what?! argh. he asked if my other subjects are okay. i lied and told him yes. he looked so disappointed D: and like constance and michelle was walking down and constance kept looking back. argh.

my average so far is barely a2 lah. omg wth. i bet im not going to get into sy anymore D: i will kill myself if i go se i really will. i even prefer double science to se. and i may not even get into triple. arghhhh.

it's so saddd. it's like those subjects i have the highest expectations for got so damn low. i think it wont hurt that much even if my lang arts or chinese did badly. like last year i got b for lang arts and badly failed one of the essays? it wasnt that depressing i was happy after that. argh why science?! 

i guess pan-e is right. i shouldnt study so much with the com. i should have really studied. i guess i kinda got complacent. arghh.

and on top of that im getting a. arghhh. whyy?! okay not that a isnt good but i was promised c! D: oh well should have expected it. i was told to be given b at first and then c. so why wont it change anymore. gah. i think on a normal day i wont be pissed with things like this but my marks are so shit.

and what someone asked me today  pissed me off even more. wth is wrong with you all. it's not like she did anything to you did she?! duh of course she didnt. so what right do you have to do this to her. and you expected me to tell her... wth. means you wanted to hurt her in the first place? i innitially thought it was just me -.-

argh.

and dont say it's very high or whatever coz im not comparing with other people. only myself.

OMG YOU ARE DAMN IRRITATING.

GO AWAY.

i have tolerated you for long enough. gah.

and why am i still so nice to you? 

hahaha i think im becoming paedo.

coz of pan-e's nephew lah! omg he sounds so damn cute. poor ROAR hahaa.

stella is going to have a baby. and it shall be mine when he's cute. and hers when he's noisy and naughty :D such a good plan! 

reminds me of zing's plan. hahaha about how she will give her kid to me when he's not cute anymore. and she will occasionally hug him or something. haha cant remember.

i just remembered i promised esther i will spend my whole life with her. hahah shit. so i decided esther and zing can have me on alternate weeks! :D yay. hahaha since im marrying zing, esther can choose first. hmm... they should meet one day. they are quite similiar. in a way. but i think zing and marissa will get along better.

anyway, today is the 2nd last day before eoys start. haha and i took drastic measures! arent you proud of me. i asked cheryl ho to change my fb password so i wont go into fb. and i almost wanted to uninstall msn. but i didnt :D haha actually my dad did. then he install it again after that. retarded.

my bro is so much more ego than me. hahaa you know that time i was doing my animal farm notes. then he came and went to type : gerald is the smartest boy in the world. hahaha im sure i wasnt that ego last time! 

okay im going to STUDY. haha jiayou, people! 

oh and i need to get stressed. roar.

this shall be my last post in a long long while. at least until after eoys. i shall follow nicole cheong (the crazy mugger) and do a countdown to eoys.

15 more days.

i think im going to die for eoys. sigh i still have 3 and a half chapters for geog and i havent even started on mov or animal farm or bio. and i bet i forgot what i studied for geog, especially population. argh. at least history is (kinda) settled. hahaha and im going to fail my math if yst is any indication. haha and chinese.

( carebear called michael. )

happy early bday, jamie! :D 

oh yah. and happy early bday, constance! haha sorry about michael. but he's mine now.

sc clarinets is the coolest section ever :D 

and now pat is going back to wet rice cultivation who is waiting very eagerly for her. byeee :D 

hahah omg today is a super retarded day with alot of retarded convs.

( hahahaa. )

today, slapbangwoosh wrote on my facebook wall.
it made me so happy!
like a kid who got a lollipop.

hmm.. that previous post was ck btw! tsk so ego right. hahaa she created this for me so yah, she knows the password and everything. i think purple and bathtubs are cool. coz purple is pretty :D and bathtub is -cough- what ck calls me -cough-. but yah, thanks, ck :D

( pop corns!  )